I Have No Plans To Die Today

Hello to all,

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 21:50:06 -0700

I’m sorry to say, but I’m going to be stepping down from all of my RP accounts. I’m not deleting them (not making that dumb mistake again) but they’re going to be dormant. This isn’t a break or a hiatus. This is good bye. You all are so amazing and the best at what you do, believe me. It’s been a pleasure and honor to be part of this group and interact with you all. The truth is, for the first time in my life, life is good. Really good. So I think I need to step away from my computer and go live it. My emotions are getting away with me, yet again, and this just isn’t worth losing those who I truly care about. And so, I’ll be around on my ooc account, my aim and my phone. I still want to talk and chat and I may even lurk to read what’s going on.

Thor and I have had some good times. I’m sure you all will continue to have just as much fun.

The SHIELD Babysitter: thor-odinson: Thor winced a bit at Coulson’s obvious pain. His feeling...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 14:16:31 -0700

The SHIELD Babysitter: thor-odinson: Thor winced a bit at Coulson’s obvious pain. His feeling...:

thor-odinson:

Thor winced a bit at Coulson’s obvious pain. His feeling of sympathy didn’t last long, though. As Coulson spike, Thor furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “So you led us to believe in thy death for a quiet retirement? For what purpose? Did it amuse you when we mourned your…

Processing Coulson’s words, Thor watched him, unsure of how to react. He crossed his arms and sighed in defeat. “I have no grounds to preach of honesty after what I’ve done. This is a feat I could handle coming from Fury, but I never thought you would lie of such a thing.” He should be hurt and he knew, but in light of all the dark deeds around him, he couldn’t feel anything but relief to see his friend before him now.

“I am tired in in living in such despair. Aren’t you? Nay, it shall not be I who condemns thee. I would rather celebrate on such glad tidings .”

The SHIELD Babysitter: thor-odinson: Thor continued to stare, eyes darting all over Coulson’s...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 13:51:55 -0700

The SHIELD Babysitter: thor-odinson: Thor continued to stare, eyes darting all over Coulson’s...:

thor-odinson:

Thor continued to stare, eyes darting all over Coulson’s form. As if suddenly realizing that it was his turn to speak, he stuttered a moment before giving up on words all together and pulling Coulson into a bear hug. “By the beard of Bor, I know not how such witchcraft hath…

Thor winced a bit at Coulson’s obvious pain. His feeling of sympathy didn’t last long, though. As Coulson spike, Thor furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “So you led us to believe in thy death for a quiet retirement? For what purpose? Did it amuse you when we mourned your loss?”

The SHIELD Babysitter: thor-odinson: Thor didn’t even look up when he heard the knock. He...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 13:36:44 -0700

The SHIELD Babysitter: thor-odinson: Thor didn’t even look up when he heard the knock. He...:

thor-odinson:

Thor didn’t even look up when he heard the knock. He really didn’t want to be bothered at the moment, but chances were it could be serious. It could be news of Loki or even Thanos. Not able to decide if he wanted to say ‘Come in’ or ‘Go away’, he just gave an unintelligible…

Thor continued to stare, eyes darting all over Coulson’s form. As if suddenly realizing that it was his turn to speak, he stuttered a moment before giving up on words all together and pulling Coulson into a bear hug. “By the beard of Bor, I know not how such witchcraft hath worked its hand upon thee, but I am glad for it!”

He finally pulled back, keeping his hands on Couldon’s shoulders as though he were afraid the man would disappear again. “But tell me, why has this most joyous news not been revealed earlier?”

The SHIELD Babysitter: thor-odinson: The aftermath of the fight was finally beginning to set...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 12:56:33 -0700

The SHIELD Babysitter: thor-odinson: The aftermath of the fight was finally beginning to set...:

thor-odinson:

The aftermath of the fight was finally beginning to set in. After he helped his friends get to their quarters so that they could heal, Thor retreated to his assigned bunk, too afraid to even look at anyone. He currently sat on the edge of his bed, his head in his hands as he…

Thor didn’t even look up when he heard the knock. He really didn’t want to be bothered at the moment, but chances were it could be serious. It could be news of Loki or even Thanos. Not able to decide if he wanted to say ‘Come in’ or ‘Go away’, he just gave an unintelligible grunt.

The door opened and he heaved a sigh, trying to prepare himself to be ready for guests. Looking up, though, he knew nothing could prepare him for this. His eyes widened and his mouth dropped as he stood. In all the fray of confusion, Loki’s words had completely escaped him.

Coulson. Alive.

“How…?”

The aftermath of the fight was finally beginning to set in. After he helped his friends get to their...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 12:09:04 -0700

The aftermath of the fight was finally beginning to set in. After he helped his friends get to their quarters so that they could heal, Thor retreated to his assigned bunk, too afraid to even look at anyone. He currently sat on the edge of his bed, his head in his hands as he went over everything in mind.

The weight of every stress he felt was enough to push him over the edge. Somehow, he had snapped and acted unthinkingly. Never in his life had Thor experienced such a weakness. Never had he raised arms against those who he loved most. It was something he knew he’d never forgive himself for.

After all was said and done, nothing was even solved. His distrust in Fury remained and the threat of Thanos still loomed. Loki escaped yet again, though Thor knew better than to go after him.

For now, he would sit and wait until he knew he could at least trust himself.

@Tas: on it!

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 11:58:17 -0700

@Tas: on it!

agentcoulson replied to your post: Hey guys. I’m super depressed at the moment and… OH YES...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 11:50:50 -0700

agentcoulson replied to your post: Hey guys. I’m super depressed at the moment and…
OH YES PLEASE.

YAY!!! Should I start then? Just a heads up, I may not be super because I’m in my phone.

Hey guys. I’m super depressed at the moment and would like to get my mind off stuff. Would...

Wed, 13 Jun 2012 11:42:02 -0700

Hey guys. I’m super depressed at the moment and would like to get my mind off stuff. Would anyone up for an RP with me? It can take place after Thor gets Sif and Fandral to SHIELD.

Seeing Red [continuation of the previous plot]

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 23:31:12 -0700

theeverdashingone:

As much as Fandral wanted to push Thor away from Sif, protect her even now, he knew that they both needed Thor’s help. Taking Sif’s limp hand in his own, he gently rubbed over the back of it with his thumb before giving a little nod. “She needs the stones and some rest. There are likely wounds that we cannot see.” Fandral could use a good shower and some stones of his own. “If you can aid us in this, I would be most appreciative.” It hurt Fandral how he couldn’t even speak to Thor as a friend anymore. This would likely pass with time but the wounds were still too fresh in both a literal and metaphorical sense.

As they spoke, neither man looked each other in the eye. It pained Thor, but no where near as much as the realization of what he did. At the moment, he was numb, just reacted in a way that was needed, but he knew that later the pain would truly come. He nodded and picked up Sif, knowing that while he sustained injuries, they were less severe than Fandral’s which made it easier for him to carry her. Mjolnir flew to his hand which he immediately hooked to his belt, not wanting to look anymore threatening. His head was bowed in a quiet reverence as he walked down the street, his closest friend and the only woman he ever loved, limp in his arms.

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Tue, 12 Jun 2012 23:22:42 -0700

Seeing Red [continuation of the previous plot]

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 22:25:49 -0700

theeverdashingone:

“No,” Fandral responded quite coldly. “She will be just fine. There is a wound at the back of her head that did it and the healing stones that I hath brought are still at SHIELD. This is nothing fatal. It is likely that she will come to within the next few minutes. Quite sore and possibly very angry.” And who could blame her really? They had come to help and instead were met with their dearest friend and trusted leader attempting to end them both. Fandral repeated to himself that Thor had not been himself and even as he glanced up at him, he saw the difference in his eyes from just a moment ago.

“I know not what has come over you, what wild thing drove you to the edge of sanity. But never have I known you to forget the faces of your allies. Whatever troubles you must be dealt with. Lest we all be resigned to a fate worse than death.” With a tender touch, Fandral wiped some blood from Sif’s cheek and sighed.

Thor knelt beside Fandral and smoothed Sif’s hair from her forehead. “What have I done?” he asked himself, looking on in awe. “You both are heroes and I am but a madman.” Everything was crystal clear in his mind now and what he saw before him seemed impossible. “Can…Can I take you both back to SHIELD? I have healing stones that can help.” He spoke as though he were in a stupor, not a clue as to how to proceed which was true.

Seeing Red [continuation of the previous plot]

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 21:26:35 -0700

theeverdashingone:

The force of the strike threw Fandral back as well and he groaned as he met the hard floor once more. “You and I are becoming well acquainted,” he spoke to it giving the space beside him a little pat. A few low groans escaped him, his vision again turning hazy for a moment. One thing he noticed that had been different than before was Thor had not advanced upon him. In fact, the Thunder God lay quite still a few feet away.

Sitting up, Fandral cradled his head, rubbing at his sore temples and getting sticky blood on his fingers in the process. He cared not for Thor at the moment, realizing that what had happened may have been Odin himself intervening. Either that or the mystical Mjölnir held more power than the swordsman understood.

Leaving Thor be for now, he crawled to Sif’s side and gently removed her breastplate to ease her breathing. He felt along her neck gently for any broken bones. There was a bit of caked blood at the back of her head which had been the blow that had taken her out, he guessed. There were healing stones in the pack he brought along but it was left at SHIELD’s base. Aside from the concussion, she would be just alright. Which was comfort in itself. He himself was bloodied and battered but he had surely suffered through worse.

Sitting up proved to be quite a task. There was a loud ringing in his ear and his vision was blurry. Thor shook his head a few times and soon he could focus on his surroundings. Fandral. Sif. It came back to him now as though he were recalling a dream that he had just woken up from. He could just make out their forms a couple of yards away. How had everything blinded him in such a way that he’d hurt the ones he held most dear?

Tentatively, Thor stood, leaving Mjolnir on the ground for now. He crossed over to his friends, keeping a great distance as he looked over Sif’s still body. “Is she..?” The words were barely audible as though he were even afraid to speak them.

Seeing Red [continuation of the previous plot]

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 20:59:15 -0700

theeverdashingone:

Fandral’s vision was blurred. Sweat dripped from his brow, mixing with blood and stinging the open cuts on his face. He’d been knocked down, again, for what felt like the dozenth or so time since the fight had began. True to his nature, the nature of an Asgardian, a member of the Warriors Three, he stood to his feet once more. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Sif’s form, beaten and unconscious upon the floor. How had it come to this? He didn’t know. All that was certain was Thor had somehow been driven mad and this night could be the night that Fandral met the gates of Valhalla.

Lifting his sword to block another swing of Mjölnir, he grit his teeth as he struggled to hold the blade up against the pressure Thor was pushing down on him. As his vision cleared, Dashing saw for himself the look in his friend’s eyes. Fear was an emotion that the warrior rarely felt but it gripped him now. Not fear for himself, but what Thor would do once he was done with him.

Though in reality, the fight only took a minute or two, everything seemed to go by in slow motion. Thor’s heart beat with an emotion he rarely felt: fear. His mind was unable to processes it and so everything shut down, letting it consume his entire being. He no longer saw the faces of Fandral or Sif, but only his end objectives: defeat Thanos and protect his brother. Nothing else was able to register.

The sky above surged with pent up energy, lightning stretching across the sky and threatening to make contact with the ground. Using all his strength to push the hammer against Fandral’s blade, Thor gazed into the blue eyes that met his own. Between them, a low hum could be heard, followed by a small vibration. Thor didn’t dare take his eyes from his opponent, but the cause wasn’t coming from him.

Mjolnir began to hum to life, sensing the trouble in this perverse fight. Acting of its own accord, a bolt of lightning broke free from the clouds above, striking Thor at his back. He yelled, his arms going spread eagle as the power surged through his body, clearing his mind and vision. When the light finally abated, he collapsed backwards, seemingly unconscious. After a few moments, his eyes popped open and his mouth opened to catch his breath.

elixiroverdose: mhm practice Avengers! idk what they’re looking...

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 18:42:29 -0700

elixiroverdose:

mhm practice Avengers! idk what they’re looking at

omg everyone else is hard ;_;

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Tue, 12 Jun 2012 18:26:58 -0700

abi-brand replied to your post: Whiiiiine! I’m so bored and I have muse and I want… You can be...

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 18:12:51 -0700

abi-brand replied to your post: Whiiiiine! I’m so bored and I have muse and I want…
You can be in two places at once. Just set one aftwr the other. People do it all the time.

Yea, I was just cautious of doing that because I dunno the mental state of Thor after the fight. :/

But I could try to set something up.

Whiiiiine! I’m so bored and I have muse and I want to RP!! But one account is no longer wanted...

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 17:41:00 -0700

Whiiiiine! I’m so bored and I have muse and I want to RP!! But one account is no longer wanted by my partners and this account is stuck in a plot. :’(

My mind is but a torrent of rain.

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 17:20:27 -0700

Through the flashes of lightning I am blind to the truth in the lies.

The thunder of mine beating heart drowns out the sanity of my thoughts.

There is no calm. Only the storm.

Help!

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 13:07:25 -0700

Does anyone have a good pic of the end shawarma scene?